Friday, October 30, 2009

Last night...

Last night I had the time of my life.
I was also covered in a neon yellow toxic mess. I was chewing on my glow stick and it busted open. Shot up my nose, all over me and in my mouth. I ran to the bathroom washed off. Then my mouth and little nose started to go numb. Grrreeaaat. Haha. I'm fine now.

I didn't sleep last night. Tossing and turning, tossing and turning. My mind is full and the monster that I drank didn't help. I'm pretty out of it right now. I'm here, but I'm not really here....

I'll be seeing you.
-Ashley Nichole

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Trance, dance, trance.

Are you ready? Cause I am....

Dance my ass off tonight! Tiesto here I come.

-Ashley Nichole

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I eat, sleep and study...

So my ride along with awesome! We caught people stealing, (that's not awesome but you get what I mean.) there were little kids we had to save. All in all it was a great. I do it again next Sunday...

Yaaaa. Study and work that's about all I do. I've decided that nursing is what I want to do, I'm just goting to take a different route. First I'm going to be a parametic and then bridge over to R.N.! So here I go. Starts in Feb. sometime. So that means the trip to Australia is on hold until later notice. I think we're going to make a min vaca and go to Mexico. This way I can save for the hotel and shopping, so I can run wild when I get to Australia. Alright back to study'n psych I go.

-Ashley Nichole. 

Thursday, October 22, 2009

You have the right to remain silent...

    So they did the background check and I'm good to go! I'll be doing my police ride along this Sunday and next Sunday from 6 to 10 pm. I'm excited. Pretty sure I'm the only one in my class that is doing anything this cool. Hahaha. Have fun writing your paper.

Yaaa buddy,
Ashley Nichole

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

A little list of mine.

This is my list of what I think every girl should....

Every girl should:

be able to eat whatever she wants without having to feel guilty about it later. (Within reason.)

own the perfect little black dress.

know her own boundaries regardless of what anyone else thinks.

be able to cry for no reason at all. Once a month. (Are you picking up what I'm putting down?)

know that models on the covers of magazines ARE airbrushed. (I promise.)

never ever, ever, ever be taken for granted.

know that there is someone out there for you, it just may take a few (hundred) bad eggs to find the right one!

walk with her head up. Never walk looking with your head down at the ground.

Friday, October 16, 2009

You can huff and puff but you ain't ABOUT to bring this house down.

I feel great. No, I feel AMAZING! Had an awesome time last night with my friends and Thomas. I don't know if anyone knows or not BUT... I love to dance. Ha. I'm pretty sure I pulled something while dancing last night. That or from when I went to turn my fan on and slid off my bed. Silk sheet will get ya. Watch out. Needless to say I had a little to drink. I'm ready for today and whatever it may bring.

Hydrating myself,
Ashley Nichole

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I've got my rain boots on.

I'm ready for anything...

"Its complicated,
It always is.
That’s just the way it goes.
Feels like I waited so long for this,
I wonder if it shows.

Head under water,
Now I can't breath.
It never felt so good.
‘Cause I can feel it coming over me
I wouldn’t stop it if I could."

(I'm still in love with that song. It's pretty much me if I were a song.)

This week is another fast paced, do or die week. I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming. I will not sink. There's a few things I've started to do so that I may live a beautiful life.
  1. Slow down. There is so much to do and so much to see, but if you're always in a rush you never have time to enjoy the simple things. So I've started to eat slower and enjoying the little things in life.
  2. Everything has beauty. I mean everything. The stupid stop light that makes you late to work every other day, yeah, even that. The night sky when you're walking to your car from work. If you think about how blessed your life is more than likely your going to have a different outlook about the things around you.
  3. Give compliments to strangers. Smile at them, tell them you like their outfit or their shoes. Something as simple as that can make someone's day and make you feel better. Kindness is contagious, pass it on.

Alright so now I sound like I'm trying to write a book or something. Simply put I'm just trying to make my life worth living. And so on and so forth.
I'm going to keep on keep'n on. And as for the success thing. I'm not having much trouble with it as I was. I was just looking tooooo hard.

Alright. Love you,
Ashley Nichole