Life is great.

"Moats and boats and waterfalls,

Alley-ways and pay phone calls,

I've been everywhere with you."

(Thanks Tucker.)

I'm going to enjoy my life.

So you can suck it and talk the nasty little talk.

Does being rude make you feel better? Apparently.

Guess what? You sound like an old hag with nothing better to do with your life. 

Just saying.

-Love-

-Ashley Nichole

To you:

I feel horrible.

I'm so sorry. You know who you are.

Hot Chip - I Feel Better

For the week, THIS is my song: Pretty much sums it up.
(Don't mind the video. lol.)

This has been an amazing summer so far. AND IT'S NOT OVER YET!

And I find myself.

And then I lose it again. I'm super organized, then I find myself all a clutter. I'm running full speed, then I find myself at a snails pace. Please self find a happy medium. For your own sake. Self, why must you confuse what should be easy. Why must you question everything? And see, there I go... another question.

I got this e-mail tonight talking about wants. Wants as in what I want for my life. It said something along the lines of having to write for 15 minutes non-stop about what you want in and for your life. Well, here I go. Bare with me...      I want to be amazing. I want my life and the things and people in it to be simple. I want what's right. I want something real that's not forced. I want to explore my creativity. I want to dance. I always want my best friends around me and I want them to always be happy. I want to travel the world. I want to have babies someday with an amazing man. I want my children to be the happiest little things on earth. I want my parents to live forever. I want Spin to tell me why he is such a dick to me. I want to forget about him. I want to be young forever. I want my house to be finished and not look like it's about to fall over. I want all the fake people out of my life. I always want to be nice. I want to always shower people with love, even when they don't deserve it. I want to not want, because I pretty much have everything a simple person could ask for. I want, to be loved unconditionally.

Alright that wasn't the full time, apparently the list would be a lot longer.Felt good.

There's some real drama going on with my sister. People trying to kill her. They put 3 rounds in my dads house. Normal. NOT AT ALL. What the hell. We were raised so much better than to hang-out with people like that. We live back in the woods in a nice quite neighborhood. This should not be happening. I'm scared for my parents. I'm scared for her.

My phone totally died. Just got a new one, Wal-Mart special. 20 bucks. Looks like it's from 19dickety-two. I have an upgrade in a month so I'll have to deal with this one for a bit. I'll survive. I need numbers.

My fashion and music post is in hold, I need to get together something good. Really good.
Night. Victoria's Secret at 7 a.m.

I don't want to love you,
-Ashley Nichole

ViiiiNDOWS!

I got my windows today!

Going to get curtains. And I swear today I'm going to take a ton of stuff to the Goodwill. I have to. My house is on over load, maybe I'll have a garage sale?!?! Yeahhhhh. (But they're such a pain in the ass. Eh.)

I need film for my camera. For my kitchen wall. I love my house.

And still, I'm not using the air conditioning. My father told me I was crazy. Happens.

If this lady doesn't call me back today about my summer class I'm going to hunt her down. Actually, I'm just going to go up there tomorrow.

I'm not going to admit this, but I'm going to say... I may just have a crush.
Seeee yaaaa.

Love is just... A four letter word,
-Ashley Nichole

Next post is fashion and musik! Promise.

She is I and I is she.

I just had one of THE BEST weekends ever. So random, so interesting, so. much. fun!
Camping, dancing under the stars (for hours upon hours), sunshine on my face, swimming, surfing, made new friends, potato gun fun. Made me think about how life used to be, simple, without everyone being wasted all day every day... ah. I've missed it.
    I don't know how or what lead me into the life I decided to live, but things are going to change. I don't need a lot, I don't need anything really. I have it all, I am blessed.

I need to finish these essays and send in all my info, selflessness is in full force. Peace Corps 2011.

Time for a shower and some tea. I have lake hair.

I went shopping and got a pretty little dress and some pretty awesome vintage shorts.

Courtney made me an egg for breakfast then I got home and had some waffles.

(Mom, I'm stealing your keyboard I need to make some music. You haven't used it...ever.)

I really do... love my life
~Ashley Nichole