You're my....

Cupcake! We just made carrot cake cupcakes and cream cheese icing! No box mix. Yeahhhhhh, I love cooking.

Time for some sleep.

I've got a busy day tomorrow. Photo shoot for Envy boutique out in Kansas, hope they have some cute clothes. (None of that rhinestone shit. Eh.)

Evil never wins.
Why do you think the good guy always gets the girl?

-Ashley Nichole

Sweet summer nights that turn into days....

This weekend was a blast. So maybe it was actually longer than a "weekend" should be but hey you're only young for so long. Danced at Brosaic, danced at the Jones, got all dressed up and danced again, went on a picnic downtown, ran around with no shoes on, visited the Liberty memorial and took night pictures, stayed up way too early and slept in way too late, picked up free stuff from a garage sale, cooked hot dogs, went on a "coffee run", ate cookies and YouTubed karaoke in the very early morning.


Don't watch the video, just listen.

"I wanna be with you everywhere."
Yeah, I do.
-Ashley NIchole

I miss my Mal.

Oh how I miss her so. Going to go camping hopefully in August with all of my Texas friends! Yeeeehaaa.

Tonight we're going to dance. I'm excited.
-Ashley Nichole

If my life is mine... Then what shouldn't I do?!

I broken rules. I've broken hearts but hey, who hasn't? I can't feel bad for the things in my past. If I worry so much about those I'd never be able to focus on the present or better yet the future.

Went on a float trip this past weekend. Met a man who lived down there, he told us to call him Peg... And yes, he had a peg-leg. He told me how to get rid of my raccoon. He also told us about his wife, but never about how he lost his leg... I'm still curious.

Last Thursday night I did a photo shoot for GLOW. It was awesome. I was haute pink, with fairy wings and my face paint looked like Lady Gaga's stylist had gotten a hold of me. I had white tool wrapped around me and GLOWED under the black light like crazy. On my way home at about 2:30 in the am I get pulled over. I was so tired and just wanted to get some good sleep before I left for our float trip in the morning. This is the officer... "What in the hell?" Hahaha. I knew I was going to get some reaction like that. I tell him what I was doing and where I came from and all that good jazzzzz. Literally 10 minutes pass and ANOTHER officer comes up to my window..."Can I get your address?" I mean really I know what's going on I can hear you assholes laughing every time you open the car door. Needless to say I didn't get a ticket for doing 55 in a 25, I got a ticket for failing to yield to an emergency vehicle. He said he had to call in a pursuit because he didn't think I was going to stop. Ha, that would of been great... surrounded by multiple cop cars and I get out all painted wearing some fairy wings, a bathing suit top and a tool bottom. Talk about a story to go down in the books.

Now, now I have a migraine that has lasted me from last night until now and I feel like I'm going to throw up. This hasn't happen in a very long time. Eh, maybe 7 years. It sucks when it happens. I think it's my body's way of telling me to lay off the booze. That float trip really did me in, considering I had really drank like that in a very loonngggg while.

This week is do or die. I have to finish the painting in my house. I have to. I'm going to remodel my bathroom, by myself. Fingers crossed.

I still haven't turned on the a.c.

Goooo me!
-Ashley Nichole

To: You

Somewhere ouuuuttttt there....
This is your song. 
It makes me happy. I know it will make you happy too.

Washing LOADS of clothes. Getting ready for this weekend.
Cleaning house and still painting.
(And I swear if this raccoon doesn't leave my house soon... I'm going to go crazy. He wakes me up at 3 am when he leaves and then has at party when the sun comes up at 5! Sorry sir but my house is only big enough for me!)

I drank some tea before I went to bed last night, and I took a 5 hour nap. Needless to say I didn't need/get much sleep. I need to take a shower, I want to play in the sprinkler. Needs before wants I guess. That's what growing up is all about. Ya, ya whatever.

The week of the 4th was fun. Hung out with my dad. Happy Holidays, he got me new tires and an oil change! Woohooo. Later traveled to the far away land to Court and Eric's. Rode pit bikes around and had my own pyrotechnic show. Then, continued my journey to Heidi's where we watched lots of "happiness" and had a dance party.

I ate beets today, they weren't as good as I remember. Damn it.
-Ashley Nichole

Kids say the dandiest things...

Found this video. Made me laugh, then it pretty much freaked me out.



I told you.

He said...Bye. She said... HI!!!

Yesterday was fun. I thought we would go swimming at the Jones but we never made it there. Instead we went to Tea Drops and got some boba tea and a cupcake. Went to a park that over looks the west bottoms, it started to pour. The sky was angry and down it came. Cupcake icing everywhere, in my hair, on your nose and all over our hands.
And you kissed me in the rain.
It was refreshing. It gave me hope. It reminded me that you never gave up on me. You never took a step-back, you told me it would be okay. And it is. You're amazing in many ways. I like how we go to gatherings, be social for a while but then you always want to go spend time alone and talk. I like how we both love nature and camping. I like how we fell asleep last night sitting up because I didn't feel good. I like that we fell asleep to Madonna's Truth or Dare tour biography. (It made me like her even more.) I like that we give each other space. I like how absolutely retarded we can be around each other. I like that we're innocent together. It's like when I was little and liked a boy, we never talked about it we just beat each other up. (Metaphorically speaking.) I don't know where this is going or what this is but what I can tell you is, I like it.

To be continued.
-Ashley Nichole

.Missed connection.

Oh well.