I have decided that I am done catering to my sisters needs. Any and all of them. It kills me to see my family in shambles. I have officially washed my hands of all of this non-sense. I am done trying. I'm done trying to give my parents support when it all gets thrown back in my face. Apparently my trying to be a good child has no effect on anyone but me, and I guess that's how it's supposed to be but I don't get it! The more Arielle is chaotic and unruly, trashy, destructive the more she gets. I don't understand why doing wrong is getting rewarded. It's crazy because if I would happen to do something like what Arielle does my ass would have been thrown out a long time ago. But apparently because my brain functions in a semi-normal way I'm supposed to be on the grind 24/7 and no one even calls me to make sure I'm still alive. I'm so over it! I don't want any money, no hand outs...NOTHING! I want to get where I want to be on my own. I'm tried of my family putting up with all of this nonsense, so until they realize that I'm no longer around because of this I will be pushing full force into my own life and I hope they realize I'm doing this for my own good. I can't take to be put through this anymore.
Ashley Nichole
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